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Samia · 05-29-2020, 11:10 AM

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Originally Posted by sweetpinkpixie

If anything....he felt as though he were disappointing her and he couldn't even explain why he felt that way or where to point as the source of the sentiment. Which meant that the problem was with him entirely and likely entirely fabricated in his head. But...a lot of what he felt these days were that which only made it more difficult to handle and process because he did not like talking about these things.

Admitting to...things...

He was about to tell her something snapping like 'exactly'...until she went on to say 'anyone' and then something in his chest twisted into an odd angle and he felt conflicted and confused. Maybe even a little hurt?

".......do you honestly think I'm trying to run away from you? Is that where your thinking is going? You are ... one of the only things that make this place bearable."

“No. I am not thinking that at all” Missa replied immediately, her eyes fixed on his - and while her heart melted at his admission of Hogwarts only being bearable because of her, it also broke a little. “But I can see that you are not happy, and you are still hiding things from me”

He had officially surpassed her record of needing space too. And THAT was telling enough.

“The person I spend time with during summer break, and the person I am looking at right now - are very different, Eiji” she found herself saying further, absolutely unaware of the sky turning a different shade - or the single drop that had fallen on her shoulder too.

“....so maybe that is what you need, being away from Hogwarts - because you certainly seem happier when you are nowhere near it” He was always much happier after returning from Japan too. Or did he not realise that?

05-29-2020, 11:10 AM	#47 (permalink)
Samia Erkling Join Date: Jun 2006 Location: sappyville♥ Posts: 20,987 Hogwarts RPG Name: Freddy Zimmer Gryffindor Seventh Year x5	sappysapper MAJNOO, YO! Quote: Originally Posted by sweetpinkpixie If anything....he felt as though he were disappointing her and he couldn't even explain why he felt that way or where to point as the source of the sentiment. Which meant that the problem was with him entirely and likely entirely fabricated in his head. But...a lot of what he felt these days were that which only made it more difficult to handle and process because he did not like talking about these things. Admitting to...things... He was about to tell her something snapping like 'exactly'...until she went on to say 'anyone' and then something in his chest twisted into an odd angle and he felt conflicted and confused. Maybe even a little hurt? ".......do you honestly think I'm trying to run away from you? Is that where your thinking is going? You are ... one of the only things that make this place bearable." “No. I am not thinking that at all” Missa replied immediately, her eyes fixed on his - and while her heart melted at his admission of Hogwarts only being bearable because of her, it also broke a little. “But I can see that you are not happy, and you are still hiding things from me” He had officially surpassed her record of needing space too. And THAT was telling enough. “The person I spend time with during summer break, and the person I am looking at right now - are very different, Eiji” she found herself saying further, absolutely unaware of the sky turning a different shade - or the single drop that had fallen on her shoulder too. “....so maybe that is what you need, being away from Hogwarts - because you certainly seem happier when you are nowhere near it” He was always much happier after returning from Japan too. Or did he not realise that? __________________ ......................let's be reckless, unaffected, running out until we're breathless ...............let's be hopeful, don't get broken, and stay caught up in the moment ♥