HOLISTIC ACTRESS {X O} EVERYTHING IS CONNECTED Okay…so it seemed like Professor Ichihara had probably thought she was saying they were definitely all real…and not, well, just questioning the lore behind them.
Raising her hand again, “Professor…what about the part I said earlier about the elemental laws of magic?” She asked, “the concept that we cannot create a soul?” She asked and then listened as the Professor went on to explain what they were doing that day.
Oooooh so her concept had been right? They couldn’t actually make a real soul well, a true soul. So they were making familiars with insentient familiars? She was curious of course as to what she wanted her sacrifice to be? Getting up he walked over to grab her section of clay before returning to her seat and deciding that she wanted to make this the strongest possible Insentient Familiar she could.
She was going to do it.
The Gryffindor that basically never cried was going to.
Okay maybe she wasn’t going to cry…but she was going to try this again with something that had more significance than than than hair. Walking back to the table she picked up a pair of scissors before heading back to her table.
Raising the scissors toward her hair she paused and felt it. The prickling sensation behind her eyelids “aww pooh” she cursed under her breath and looked around nervously the fear that someone anyone would see her being emotional was palpable….but she could always say she had thought about sick puppies or something not as heavy. She was going to do that exactly that. Lie to her classmates because she was not the type to cry for anything…should I cut my finger? she thought…maybe that would make things more explainable…pain…pain was better than the pain of loss? Why was it getting to her?
Looking at the scissors she just snorted. The same exact shade of blue as her mother’s eyes….it was weird wasn’t it? Missing her? It wasn’t like she’d seen her ever when she was alive. There she felt it a little emotion filled tear fleeing down her face swiping at it and immediately rubbing it onto her clay. Maaaybe the little eyelash was gonna help as well?
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