SPOILER!!: Forgive Henric please!
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VRSCIKA It was that time of year that made Ilia feel even more awkward.....February. She saw all of the couples together....hand in hand....the occasional kiss or even snog somewhere. And.....her best friend still hadn't spoken to her. She was beginning to think that the title of best friend now belonged to Adi. Perhaps she just had no luck in being with other people. The closeness she and Adi had, seemed to only be closer and it reminded her of early last term.
Ilia had never told a soul, but she used to have a crush on her hippogriff loving buddy. It seemed like so long ago, she was convinced that Henric would go out with Leah and her and Adi had started becoming very close. At that time, she felt she could have asked him out but.... then she found out that he had a pretty girlfriend that he was rather attached to. So, she told herself to let go of those feelings and she never told him about them. Why tell her friend, with a pretty girl.....that a little wallflower like herself fancied him? That was asking to ruin a perfectly good friendship.
The petite blonde felt fairly despondent, her liking boys seemed disastrous. She liked Henric , he liked someone else. She fancied Adi....he had a girlfriend. She fancied Henric too much to keep it to herself......and he completely rebuffs and rejects her..............she hated this time of year and thinking about it all. Maybe she should have just kissed Yoongi for real and get over it. She should just accept that she was not suited for this sort of thing and forget about it. Why was being a fifteen year old girl so hard?
She sent him an owl and she wanted to see him but....did she really want him seeing her like this? She flopped down on the floor of the treehouse, laying all alone and looking at the ceiling as she waited for Adi. Freya Ilia Valke looked like a living porcelain doll that had been knocked to the floor. Her black and white gothic Lolita dress sprawled and flowed around her, layers of fabric draped across the wooden floor. She missed her dad, she missed Princess, she missed her dog, and she wished she knew what to do with all of the emotions that she had. Teenage girl angst near Valentine's Day............
His friends told him that they last saw llia walked towards the treehouse alone. He muttered a thanks to them and quickly grabbed the things he would need to help him win her back! It has been weeks he had last spoken to her. It was as though she was determined not to see him and he couldn't do anything about it because he too was afraid of his own feelings towards her. His actions could only hurt her more so he tried his best to stay away, hoping time would heal everything that has transpired between them.
Atlast, he soon realised that he was wronged all this time and he wanted so badly to have her in his arms again. He would beg on his knees and asked for her forgiveness if he must! Why was he such an idiot for believing that they were not right for each other? But he really thought that he was doing the right thing by letting her go...
He couldn't undo what he had done to her but he will do anything to let her know how sorry he was...and how much he had been regretting it ever since. All he could think about was her and it pained him not to see her. Although, it was torturing to hear rumours about her and Yoongi together...he wouldn't let the news affected him. But that didn't mean the thought of them being seen together was okay. His blood still rage in jealousy whenever some bloke came close to his llia. Yes HIS...no one else. And as for Adi...the Hufflepuff prefect had been rather cold towards him lately too. Probably still upset with him...
Gathering all his courage left in him, he looked up,
"llia! Are you up there? Can I come in?"Henric called from below the treehouse.