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The more he listened was the further the little boy sank in his seat. This discussion was one he would have preferred not to walk into. First lesson since way back in September and he walks in on this...and people talking about their failures as well as their strategies and it only made him feel worse.
Did it matter that others were providing answers that mirrored his own--feeling like an absolute failure and being discouraged--nope. It didn't change how HE felt, it just reminded him and he wasn't even TRYING a spell this time. Was it possible to still feel bad even when away from your object of failure?? Kinda funny she chose these questions when he finally came back too. Like...like she was picking on him...or trying to make him see that he wasn't the only one with problems but he was the only one who didn't try fixing them.
Mean.
Further still the boy sank into his seat until only his head was visible above the surface of the desk, lollipop in mouth, dejected look.
He really didn't want to be here.
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Finally it seemed the uncomfortable bit was over and everyone was moving on. Blaise watched the others getting up before he did, not very motivated to leave his seat but if he sat sitting, after awhile he'd be the only one sitting and it would be obvious so up he went. The little boy found a spot for himself where he was sure not to bump into anyone then focused forward.
Stretching he could do. It wasn't so hard and wouldn't require magic.
Blaise tilted his head the way she did, counting out the seconds in his head as he waited for her to give them instructions to change positions. Next it was tilted to the other side and another thirty seconds.
He didn't honestly want to think about what the activity might be--the big one--so he cleared his mind as he did the stretches and just rolled his shoulders. When that bridge got there he would cross it, but not now, not while he didn't have to.
__________________ Imma say all the words inside my head____________________________________
______________________________I'm fired up and tired of the way that things are said.
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