10-10-2015, 11:14 AM
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DMAC & DMC Billywig
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| Dragon Geisha/Toni-Toni Chopper/Master of Chocobos Alpha Goddess/ Darth Devious /Davvy's twinneh Quote:
Originally Posted by Symphora "You aren't nothing or no one........you are my best friend.....and the only person that I love! ...........Does that mean nothing to you?
Henric stopped himself from taking a step forward.Her words ringing in his ears. Of course, it meant everything to him! He loved her too. He was torn. Every part of him wanted to turn back around and kissed her again. He felt like all of this frustration raged a war inside him, could she not understand how excruciating this was for him too. His heart ached listening to her pleading voice. He didn't want to leave her here like this...but he had to. He was going to break down into pieces if he didn't. He shook his head slowly,"I'm s-sorry...I..I..have to go." Henric bit his lip because he sounded so pained,afraid he would lose control of himself. He didn't look back and started to walk away from her...
Numb,pain,agony,sorrow...longing...was all he felt as he made his way back to the castle. His chest had tightened, he couldn't breathe properly. Memories of them together came flooding back and he couldn’t help but feel so much regret….why...why did he have to hurt her… All that he had to say....was sorry I have to go. He sounded like he was hurting too , but why? Why did shoving her away, hurt him? She pleaded, but he was still leaving and she didn't know what to do. Watching him walk away , she started crying so hard she lost the use of her words. Sobbing, high-pitched pained squeaks, and a few suppressed screams were about all that she managed.
She wanted to run after him, hold him, hug him, and kiss him until he changed his mind. Would that do a thing though? Would something like that even manage to change his mind? Could his mind be changed? She was too upset to even chase him, her body wasn't cooperating as she shook. So, instead she found herself curling back up into a ball , hiding in the corner of the bridge. She buried her face in her knees and held herself tight as she sobbed hard.
He didn't love her like she loved him........and she just ruined her friendship. Loveless, best friendless.....why did she open her mouth like that.....just thinking he loved her too? She was going to stay there curled up in a ball, shutting the world out and crying for a few hours, trying to make sense of it all. |
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