10-07-2015, 02:44 PM
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 DMAC & DMC Billywig
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| Dragon Geisha/Toni-Toni Chopper/Master of Chocobos Alpha Goddess/ Darth Devious /Davvy's twinneh SPOILER!!: Dem Feels Quote:
Originally Posted by Symphora
Henric felt so terrible...so terrible...he wanted to beat himself up for making her cry like this. It pained him deeply to hear her tearful words. He shook his head profusely at her when she asked him in the most heart-wrenching voice whether she had done something wrong to him. ”No...you have done nothing wrong, llia...don’t think like that...please, don’t cry...” He pleaded, his own voice straining to find composure. He wanted to reach out, wipe her tear-stained cheeks and pull her close to him again. It took all of his will power not to.
He was torn from doing what he thought was right and what his heart wanted him to do. He had so much to say to her, about all of his growing feelings for her, how much his heart palpitates whenever she stands near him, calls his name or holds his hand. The countless of times he sneaked a glance at her when she wasn’t looking, even the way she smiled, teased and laughed. Her sheer stubbornness and fiery temper which had become somewhat attractive to him too. It scared him honestly that he had fallen in too deep. His best friend whom he had shared his past, his present and his future goals with and had just declared her love to him but what did he do? He trampled her heart because he kept telling himself llia was better off with someone her family had planned for her.
The thought of her being with some other rancid bloke made his blood boil and left him seething inside, but Henric set his jaw firm. His face void from any expression, ”llia...look at me...I don't belong in your world...I don't belong anywhere for that matter. I'm nobody..."just a pathetic poor unfortunate orphan muggleboy"...quoted by your great ancestors. llia, I can't do this...I'm leaving for the Christmas break tomorrow...I-I have to g-go..."he told her sadly and turned his back on her. He couldn't take seeing her cry anymore...Henric had said only parts of the truth of why he couldn't date her. He told her that she had done nothing wrong , not to think that way, and asked her not to cry but.........she felt the unrelenting and merciless rain falling from her eyes. Those words didn't take the sting out of the ones that he had already spoken. She felt so vulnerable, emotionally naked as she stood there with her arms around herself crying.
She didn't know what to do, or how to get herself back in control of the flood of emotion that was surging through her. So all she did was sob and wait, wait for him to tell her why. Explain her pain away....why couldn't she be with him?
He didn't belong in her world? She listened to him explain, though she still had some tears flowing. That was his excuse!? She had told him before that she didn't care that he had been an orphan and he wasn't pureblood or rich. Any of it.....she didn't care about any of it and she told him that! Now she felt frustration and maybe a bit of anger along with her sorrow. "Don't tell me that you d-don't belong in my world." She said through her sobs as she watched him. "Its my world.....I say who belongs, not my mother, or my ancestors, or even you!" Her grief stricken voice imbued every word with her pained sorrow and a touch of anger. "You aren't nothing or no one........you are my best friend.....and the only person that I love! ...........Does that mean nothing to you?" Her last words were said in an almost desperate whisper.
He turned his back to her, he didn't want to listen to her cries of anguish or her pleas. He was leaving tomorrow....and just leaving her........ "P-please...." It was the only word that she could manage through her sobs as she looked after him. "I-I...love..*sob*...you....*sniff*" She felt so weak and pathetic right now.Please don't go and leave me here all alone.....I love you..... |
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