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ArianaBlack · 06-15-2014, 04:25 PM

SPOILER!!: omg me too and ahh this guilt stuff is hard

Zander's lips quivered and he was only slightly aware of what was going on. He could tell that he was crying, but no matter how hard he tried he couldn't stop. It was as if he wasn't in control anymore. His buzzing emotions were flying around in his mind and he couldn't get rid of them. It felt so weird to not be in control. It was actually kind of scary. But Zander didn't actually have any time to be scared... There was too much guilt to even think about being scared. Though some fear did come along with the guilt... Maybe that was like a side emotion that went along with it?

He had almost forgotten the second year's presence. Maybe it had to do with being so overwhelmed with his mind that he had temporarily forgotten to check in with his senses. What was he crying for? A LOT OF THINGS, KEVIN. Zander didn't want to tell the Gryffindor. He wanted to reply with something along the lines of, Pft, I'm not crying. I don't know what you're talking about. Yet instead he found himself confiding in his fellow lion.

"I know I should've listened to my mom. She was only trying to help me, but I was so mean to her. I should've told her that she was right. SHE IS RIGHT. It's just I didn't think she would be so upset. I really am trying to do what she asked. I'm trying SO hard. And I know I chose not to go home over the holiday, but I didn't want to face her," everything seemed to spill out all at once. WHAT WAS GOING ON!? "I shouldn't have said any of it. I take it back! I WANT TO TAKE IT BACK," Zander hung his head in complete disappointment. How could he let his mother down like that. THE GUILT WAS OVERWHELMINGLY STRONG.

The third year looked around then back at Kevin, "I'M SUCH A TERRIBLE PERSON," and then he kicked the wall... Yep. That totally just happened. Apparently, even though the potion was numbing out most other feelings, pain was definitely still there because OUCH! Zander doubled onto the floor and buried his face into his hands. He needed to apologize to his mom.

Then suddenly he felt guilty for telling Kevin all of this? Whaaa? Is this supposed to happen?? "I'm so so so so sorry Kevin!" he wailed. "I know you probably don't want to hear this. I'm sorry I don't want to waste your time." And now he was apologizing? Whaaa?

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ArianaBlack Assistant Forum Manager Quibbler & Newbie Mod Ashwinder Join Date: Dec 2010 Location: #6e5f57 \|#ff5470 Posts: 13,713 Hogwarts RPG Name: Alfie Adair Hufflepuff Third Year Hogwarts RPG Name: Laini Gracae-Ryans Slytherin Second Year x10 x1	doesn't proofread tweets \| #wrongaboutcereal \| #siriusly? \| emo to the extremo SPOILER!!: omg me too and ahh this guilt stuff is hard Quote: Originally Posted by DuckyLinJi Kevin was glad that Zander had walked with him to the other side of the dungeon corridor where it was a bit more quiet. He didn't want for anyone to see his tears. Not that he was going to cry, he was confident in that. He was a Gryffindor! He took the cup from Zander when he had added in his own Potion and made a fake move to drink from it. He lowered it when Zander had drunk the whole potion in one go and Kevin's eyes began to twinkle with curiousity. Whatever was happening inside of Zander's mind, it looked like it was a mess and the youngest almost laughed when he saw the first tears rapidly streaming down his face. He held it in though because that would be rude if he did laugh. And why wasnt he being rude now? Because the older had just drank a potion and he wanted to see how much of an effect it would have on him without the rude comments. See if he was strong willed or not. He doubted it... "What are you crying for? he asked, knowing fully well what he was doing but tried to make it sound like an innocent question. He wanted to hear the guilty confessions and he wouldn't be able to hear them if he drank the potion himself , now would he? Well, come on...spill it out! THIS WAS SO MUCH FUN! Zander's lips quivered and he was only slightly aware of what was going on. He could tell that he was crying, but no matter how hard he tried he couldn't stop. It was as if he wasn't in control anymore. His buzzing emotions were flying around in his mind and he couldn't get rid of them. It felt so weird to not be in control. It was actually kind of scary. But Zander didn't actually have any time to be scared... There was too much guilt to even think about being scared. Though some fear did come along with the guilt... Maybe that was like a side emotion that went along with it? He had almost forgotten the second year's presence. Maybe it had to do with being so overwhelmed with his mind that he had temporarily forgotten to check in with his senses. What was he crying for? A LOT OF THINGS, KEVIN. Zander didn't want to tell the Gryffindor. He wanted to reply with something along the lines of, Pft, I'm not crying. I don't know what you're talking about. Yet instead he found himself confiding in his fellow lion. "I know I should've listened to my mom. She was only trying to help me, but I was so mean to her. I should've told her that she was right. SHE IS RIGHT. It's just I didn't think she would be so upset. I really am trying to do what she asked. I'm trying SO hard. And I know I chose not to go home over the holiday, but I didn't want to face her," everything seemed to spill out all at once. WHAT WAS GOING ON!? "I shouldn't have said any of it. I take it back! I WANT TO TAKE IT BACK," Zander hung his head in complete disappointment. How could he let his mother down like that. THE GUILT WAS OVERWHELMINGLY STRONG. The third year looked around then back at Kevin, "I'M SUCH A TERRIBLE PERSON," and then he kicked the wall... Yep. That totally just happened. Apparently, even though the potion was numbing out most other feelings, pain was definitely still there because OUCH! Zander doubled onto the floor and buried his face into his hands. He needed to apologize to his mom. Then suddenly he felt guilty for telling Kevin all of this? Whaaa? Is this supposed to happen?? "I'm so so so so sorry Kevin!" he wailed. "I know you probably don't want to hear this. I'm sorry I don't want to waste your time." And now he was apologizing? Whaaa? __________________ Days of Potter 2023:___________________________ Which Bertie Botts Flavour Are You? You are Lemon!