*gives up with quoting* I hope I got you all! <3 Talikins|Huffledor|Purple|Ted Velvet| |Lochnessie|Redhead|Bladger|⅓ Ferocious Trio
No response? Pout.
Renesmee looked at Ella and waited for to say something that she usually would like 'How are you?' or something like that. But nothing. Wait was that wibbling? Yeah, it appeared to be but she couldn't really tell much from Ella's facial expression as she seemed to look the other way. "Kiddo?" She reached over and nudged her very lightly. Her voice was still soft but the hiccups were slowly fading.
Few more hours and she could be alone to sob without having to infect anyone else with feels. She could stay strong till then.
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She could feel his eyes. They were pierced right on her into a stare. Why? Nessie wasn't too sure but knowing Alec it likely wasn't anything to be worried about. It wasn't like him to stare at people for bad reasons. He was too kind and she could almost never picture him hurting a soul.
Taking a deep breathe in and having a quick dab at her eyes before any real tears could fall, the eighteen year old looked at her kiddo. She couldn't look at him for long though and that was because he was moving, closer and eventually wrapping his arms around her into a hug. He'd gotten taller again, that was her first thought. Growing kids. Soon he'd be in her shoes.
That was the thing about Alec, always so special. "I..I'll try not to." She was still whispering. "You come visit Ella and I on the train, tomorrow alright?" It was way too impossible to say goodbye to him now. Tomorrow she'd hopefully be calmer.
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It took only a moment later and just like that a pair of arms were wrapped around her. She couldn't quite see who, but they felt small and when she eventually looked down, she could see an ickle Forrest.
Could she just squish him forever? And his cheeks too you know. Cause they looked squishy again. Mellow.
Although his hug was soft and therefore she felt squishing was not entirely appropriate. She hugged him as softly as he hugged her, maybe with just a bit more force but that was all. A few words was all she wanted to say to him, but just as he came he left back to his seat. "Thank you." She murmured his way in hope he could lip read.
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Head shake.
He was wrong. He needed the thanking not her. She'd barely been half of the role model he had been this year and if it wasn't for him she'd have been a complete flop. "You need to be thanked more than me." Quiet voice was quiet but there.
The good thing about Oakey was that she'd see him soon. She could feel she would and she knew she'd make an effort no matter where he was or where he studied. No ways was she loosing her first friend here.
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Small smile.
She'd miss that nickname, you know? And it wouldn't be the same if others called her that. It was a Hogwarts thing and she'd never ever ever forget it. Nope. She'd store it in her mind. Just like she'd remember Wade forever too, along with his onesies of course. She'd keep that picture of them all, she had managed to get a copy of her own and so she'd be able to look at them all when she missed them next term. "I...no...Oakey was the awesome one." Yep. Compliments needed to go his way not hers. He deserved it way, way more.
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Those lips and eyes were too upsetting to watch. It was like watching some puppy look at you with big wibbly eyes and all you wanted to do was hug the poor thing and give it what it wanted. That's how Nessie felt about Tobias now. Anything to make that lip turn it's direction into a smile.
But what could she do? Fail NEWTs? ...Heck no.
Those words didn't exactly help her feelings, but she did her best to keep her face as expressionless as possible. She didn't want to upset him anymore then she felt she already was. "I'll be staying here." She pointed to his heart.
It was what she always told people when others had to leave...maybe leave to heaven which was not where she was going yet but you know it could apply now too. "I'll owl you too, kiddo." Nods. He'd be on the list of people she'd need to write to.
--------------- Minnie crying too? This wasn't fair..everyone was wibbling and crying. Renesmee wanted to, too but she wouldn't she felt too bad. Here dorm and bed that's all she was waiting for so that she could sob herself to sleep.Other thoughts for now, that's what she focused on considering she had to if she were to respond in a conversation.
There was a pause and then a mumble at Minnie before she actually spoke clearly. "I..I thank you." More pausing along with a small pout. "You know, I'm lucky to have known you." Very lucky. And Lucky to be a Hufflepuff too because this house was the most supportive house Ness could have ever imagined to be in. It was so hard to leave them all. Although a Hufflepuff she would forever be in her heart.
A lot of different things? She could sure say that again. "I hope you're alright...or get better then." She leaned a little forward and gave her a hug.
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Was that Gwen? The red head turned around to the call of her name. Gwen it was. A weak, weak smile formed but it was there. It was sweet of Gwen to come all the way to the yellow side because Ness honestly didn't know if she had the energy to go to the other houses for goodbye's. She'd speak to most people on the train tomorrow so now she felt it wasn't necessary.
Another graduate. Yeah? Why was this so hard? Graduation was supposed to be a good thing it was supposed to mean freedom and success but, right now all it felt like was goodbye. Gulp. "Gwen." She almost immediately gave the girl a hug. She was going to miss her too, okay?
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