From a few seats away, Renesmee could see
Elodie. Her 'badger buddy' or for not much longer at least. The younger badger was probably ecstatic about that and so Nessie left her to it, even if she had to secretly admit to herself she'd miss Elodie...just a bit...a tiny tiny bit.
Blissy was whom she'd spotted next. Rumor had it that her kiddo was leaving Hogwarts too, so of course Ness wanted to speak to her before then.
"Um...Blissy?" she called over the table. She was quieter than usual, much quieter. It was hard being all loud when inside all you wanted to do was be alone and away from the people who you'd never be with here again.
For a few minutes all the red head could do was look around the great hall and absorb every bit of it she could. One last time. One last time to look at the beautiful Hufflepuff banners along with the other banners of red and gold, silver and green and bronze and blue. One last time to look at the staff table where...Airey was apparently shouting about a pluto? Ummm....okay. That, she didn't need to see again. She flicked her eyes to where James was sitting, a small smile appeared on her face. She's miss her, as well as Hadley but of course she'd do her best to stay in touch. As for Mr. Firth his story was just really sad, but she didn't have much time to herself to think about that.
Just like that someone popped beside her and the gazing of the Great Hall stopped and her eyes now focused on a fifth year boy that she loved like a brother. Alecutie. He got a tiny, weak smile, but it faded as she watched in confusion as he took a deep breathe.
Errrr....Was he okay?
It seemed he was. What he'd just said though. Those words connected to her tear ducts and caused them to produce tears.
"I..I.." Hiccup.
"I..you're so adorable." It was a barely audible whisper. But seriously she loved him so much.
Text Cut: Ella! <3
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[B]Loch Nessie. She'd been crying. Ella could tell because reasons and it made her heart sink into her stomach a bit. She didn't like seeing the red head so sad. She also didn't like this whole thing where Nessie was leaving her. Nessie and Bliss were leaving and Ella would be alone. The lone member of the ferocious trio. What was she meant to do with that? Frown. "Hey, Loch Nessie." That was all the older badger was getting for now cause any more and Ella would cry and yeah, she wasn't ready for that yet. Let the seventh year say other goodbyes first, yeah?
Loch Nessie. The red head turned at her nickname and in front of her,was Ella. The kiddo she was so so proud of this term. She didn't care what they came, but Ella had done an amazing job as Captain this term and she'd be just as great next term.
The frown that was on the blonde's face did not make Ness smile, but she didn't want to anyways. Graduation was a good thing, yeah...but more sad or for now at least.
"Hey, Ella." She spoke softly and quietly which was followed by a quick hiccup.
Could they stop? The hiccups.
Text Cut: Jory!
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"Thanks, Ella. I know you'll do excellently,too,'' Jory replied. "You nervous?'' He remembered how much the nerves had bothered him during OWL time, many times coming close to panic attacks. He looked around and spotted the Head Girl. "Hi, Renesmee!'' She would be graduating too. So many Puffers were leaving. Alyssa would have been finishing too. He missed her.
Jory. She'd never really known him too well but she considered him a fellow. It was his last feast too and it was because of that Nessie felt bad for him. Unless he was one of those people that couldn't wait to leave this place...but she doubted it. He didn't seem like that. Nope.
"Hey, Jory." He got a weak, weak smile his way.
Text Cut: Tobiasss! <3
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Tobias looked up just in time to see Ness join the table and he wibbled a little bit. He'd forgotten about her seventh year status until that moment. He didn't know many seventh years, but the few he did know...
Well... he didn't want them to leave.
Like at all.
Biting his lip, Tobias looked away.
The new ickles. She wanted to wish them luck on their journey here, there journey that unlike hers still had long to go. With her usual pout the red head scanned the room to see if any of them were actually there yet and it was then that she first spotted Tobias.
He was biting his lip and then just like that he looked away. She could have sworn she saw him wibbling before that lip bite.
"Um...Tobias?" She spoke up with her quiet voice.
Text Cut: Minerva! <3
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Blissy and Nessie were the next two to get small waves from Minerva. Blissy she would be seeing again next term so that wasn't to hard. One of her strong little badgers that she adored. She hadn't spent much time with her this term, she hadn't spent much time with many of them really, but she had her reasons and he should be coming in soon she would think. Eyes scanning to make sure he hadn't entered without her realizing. Turning back she forced a voice for Ness, "Congrats Nessie... You were a great head girl this term." Her eyes shifted back to the table as more tears fought to slide down her cheeks, but she caught them with her tissue before they could.
It was hard. These feelings. Nothing seemed to be making them better. Maybe her first initiative of staying inside her dorm the whole night was a better idea. This. This was all too much for her to bear, and she hadn't even gotten to actual goodbyes yet.
Could you imagine how bad those were going to turn out? MERLIN. Why couldn't graduation just like not exist. Wishful thinking.
Minerva. The red head tried her best to give the not so much younger puff a smile. Those words really meant a lot, even if not everyone would agree with them
."I..I..I'veseenbetter...but thank you."Still quiet. Speaking of quiet Min herself had been a little quiet this term and it concerned Nessie, a lot.
"Um..have you been okay?" She whispered in a loudish whisper.
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Wade and his onesies. He got a small, small smile for that. She'd always remember him as the onesie boy and she actually liked that. It meant she had something funny and good to think about when she looked back.
No answer for his question though, just a head shake. The less talking the less chances of bursting into tears and therefore the better.
More absorbing was what she wanted to do right now anyways, not focus on whether to cry or not. She wanted to absorb every face she could, every colour she could everything of this room. She wanted to remember it forever and like this with people smiling and talking about, even if she herself wasn't feeling like that.
With a pout, Renesmee began to think of what the other graduates were thinking, specifically
Oakey that was her fellow Head Boy this year. He had been amazing to work with and she wanted him to know that. Which was why she automatically began scanning for him and when her eyes found him she mumbled.
"I..um..Oakey...thank you." The mumbling eventually turned to a whisper of words, which turned to something more.
"Thank you to all of you!" She looked up at them all and this time raised her voice quiet loud.
She loved them all, okay? Even if she didn't know them well. She loved her house and was forever proud of it.