Minerva was at her feet some how.. How did she get standing she didn't remember. Oh she half remembered wanting ice cream, but now all she could think of was that horrible detention and how it made her so scared and sad. How she never thought she was getting out. Why were these thoughts coming back so strongly and why couldn't she get her thoughts to focus. SHE HAD TO SAVE HADLEY... She had too.. She couldn't save her own mother from that plane crash, but she had to save this one..

But.. how was she going to. She was whimpering again, just like in the dungeons she could hear herself this time at least. She wanted to sit back down, but she was fighting herself to sit.. no she had to stay standing. She glanced around seeing all her little badgers, Alec.. She needed to get Alec out and then little Tobias.. everyone else, but she just wanted to sit and cry and be sad. She lifted her shaking hand and tried to think of happy, but her mind wasn't happy it was sad very sad.. "Expecto Patronum"

A silver spark and that was all nothing.. she couldn't do it..She was failing Hadley, she was failing her little badgers.. She was failing and hopeless and helpless. She sat down and curled in her little ball just like in the dungeon in the corner. She just wanted the sadness to go away, but she had the feeling it wasn't going to. She just watched in horror not able to move anymore and whimpered.