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Cassirin Vivi wasn't sure she'd know if opportunity was knocking or not, but she'd do her best to answer. Or... whatever one was supposed to do when opportunity showed up. Whatever it looked like. Should she ask about that too... or maybe they were done with asking questions?
She had a LOT of questions, though... and no one she was sure she could ask. Selina acted so strange about boyfriend questions, which was especially odd considering how she was the one in the most settled relationship. She could ask Kurumi, but the Gryffindor would blush and stutter through embarrassment. And she'd rather rip out her own hair and choke herself with it than ask Louisa or Vickers. So.
"Comfortable sounds really nice, though. Someone who knows you and puts up with the bad spots and loves you regardless. I think it sounds... wonderful. Isn't it?" Stupid question.
Selina assumed that the two of them were done talking about the Vickers thing for now. She did not know the guy well, but if he was nice to Vivi wasn't that all that mattered? Also, he had to have nifty hats as well. Someone like Vivi could ONLY be friends with people who had nifty hats. Case and point: Miss Selina Arden Skylar. She was the Princess of nifty hats because Vivi was the Queen. OH WAIT! DID THAT MEAN THEY WERE RELATED?! Score. Although how would the
ginger explain the
blonde to her Mum? Yeah.
But when they got back to the boyfriend thing Selina was suddenly very nervous. She had never really liked talking about her and Gideon in the first place. It was her personal business, but now that she had no choice BUT to talk about it, she found the subject more awkward then it should have been. Did she love Gideon? Well, yes, she did. It should have been easy then. Right?
Wrong. It was really hard.
She knew that the answer to Vivi's question should have been simple, but it wasn't. And Selina did not know why it wasn't.
"It is, but sometimes..." The truth potion made her unable to stop the words,
"I wonder what our relationship really is... like if we are only together because its all we know. And that scares me." It always had. She cared about Gideon SO much... but that thought always troubled her.