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Kurumi frowned slightly, the feelings from that day in the pathways slowly coming back to her. "I...broke his trust," she said after a few moments of sort of looking off in to no direction in particular. She eventually turned her gaze to Daichi and looked him in the eye. Daichi was one of those people who she felt she could and should be honest with. Not to mention that, as a friend to both of them, he should know the truth. "Daichi...this...this will be hard to hear...but...I...I cheated on him...when he left Hogwarts suddenly my fifth year. I...I hadn't heard from him and thought he had abandoned me and Lewis was there for me and..." she stopped, biting down hard on her lower lip.
She wasn't making excuses for what had happened, not at all. It was just...it was what it was.
"He is happier now though, with someone else. Someone who wouldn't do what I did..." At least she assumed he was doing better and was happy. She hadn't heard from him to be sure. "I still miss him though, more than he probably realizes...but...it is his decision, never wanting to speak again, and I have to respect that."
She glanced at Daichi again. He said he didn't hate her? Kurumi was pretty sure that that opinion was changing now - or had changed. She paused for a moment, unsure if she should continue explaining things or not. Kurumi didn't exactly want to go into more details or relive it all again - it was still painful despite the happiness she had found now. She knew that both her and Jonathan were better now, it felt more right with her being with Lewis. She trusted him more - something she hadn't been able to give Jonathan - but she regretted the way she had hurt him. The way that she had lost him.
And then Daichi took her breath away with a single question. What does a kiss mean? Kurumi sort of just looked at Daichi and continued to just look at him for a while before asking a question in return. "A kiss...can mean a lot of things..." she said, her cheeks flushing.
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