Yes, she was sure.

SIGH. No more tears. Only sniffling left to deal with, and bloodshot eyes. "I guess, I overreacted.. We had this deal you know." Uhh, she was telling them? Looks like she is. "...I know how he feels about me, and I feel...the same?" She pressed her face on the pillow. Hell, she was confusing as a rotating top. "...he asked me out you know, but I...I wasn't ready...I'm still not." Sniiiiiifff... "..so we agreed to have a setting like there's no strings attached? Like...we be sweet to each other but we don't have to answer to one another?" Believe it or not, she took the risk.

Now she paid the price. She was undeniably in love with him.

"So really, it was all me...being too dramatic and all." Because I thought he was starting to make it real. I was so wrong.

"Sorry to drag you in to this, guys.."

Oh, and Lana.. Boys aren't stupid.

Beezus yawned. She wanted to close her eyes, it was was stinging. "Lana, not all boys are bad and stupid..." Dylan may be a jerk, but he cared for her. That's what she believes. "...It's the feelings that complicate things." UH-OH. She was crying again. Tears were flowing from her eyes once more. "..and fears...Boys act like they don't care and all, but they do. I...I think they do." That was what she WANTED to believe, that Dylan cared for her. "In my case, it was my fault really...because I...just don't want to let him in. Now, I'm hurting and it's all because of my doing."

SIGH. Tear wiping. She needed to sleep, yep.

"Listen, uhmm...thank you. Really...Really...thanks you guys... For the words..and the chocolate...and cupcakes...and hug. Can I just...be alone now?"