Kurumi bit her lip and for once was glad that someone didn't finish their sentence starting with 'I'. Kurumi really didn't want to hear...that phrase when it came to losing her mother, no matter how sincere they were. It wasn't going to make her feel any better, nor was it going to bring her mother back. So, Kurumi almost thanked Louisa for not saying anything. It was actually the best thing for her. It was what Lewis and Jonathan had done when they had seen her in Diagon Alley. They both knew words were not needed.

Kurumi lifted her head again when Louisa did speak and chewed on her lip nervously for a moment. "I'm...a metamorphagus." That explained everything, right? Kurumi had somehow been able to keep it hidden from most of the student body for almost six terms now, but it was becoming apparent that she could no longer do so. She just wished that it didn't have to be this way.

Kurumi leaned her chin on her knees and rocked for a moment. "He....would really like that," she smile slightly. She had never seen him as content as when he had played for her on Valentine's Day. He belonged in front of a piano. Kurumi didn't even ask how, or if she could help, it wasn't her place to. "You would...do that?" Kurumi asked, her eyes shimmering again with tears of a different kind. "You...you can't say they are from me though..." Although, Jonathan knew Kurumi's handwriting well enough that he would be able to tell. "I....I don't think he would accept anything from me..." Which broke her heart a little more now. That he just wanted to cut her completely out of his life...even though he told Louisa he didn't regret being with her.

Kurumi was back to rocking slightly, holding the necklace hanging around her neck once more. "It...it is never one thing, Louisa," she replied calmly. "I....someone I thought cared about me left me...and never wrote...abandoned me...and I thought...I thought it was happening again..." She hugged her knees a little more tightly against her chest. "When Jonathan left...I had just found out about....my mother.... and he was gone. I wrote him almost every day...and no letters were returned....I-I-It's not an excuse, I-I-I should have trusted him, he never gave me a reason not to..." And that was where Kurumi was at fault, because she wasn't ready to. Which is even more reason why she had to let Jonathan go. "I know....Louisa....I know.... and he deserves someone who trusts him and who he can trust....that isn't me...." Kurumi couldn't change what happened, and now surely Louisa saw that the selfish thing Kurumi could have done was keep a relationship that she had broken. "I...I just want him to be happy..."

Which now looked like that meant she shouldn't be any part of his life and maybe she just needed to accept that. Accept that she was nothing but a memory in his mind.