I know i already said this but i wanted to say it here too. Pixie, your story is... amazing. I don't have another word for it. It's so filled with emotions that i can relate to i lost my mother 4 years ago and the way you write is just... i'm happy i read this fic alone with no one around cause i'm a crying mess right now XD Would be difficult to explain why you're crying in front of a computer

And i absolutely loved the shi kanji meaning for the 4 chapters.