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"Well, that...Well you've got passion in baking. Maybe if you bake real soon in the kitchens it'll help you feel better and clear out your mind." He suggested. Adam knew playing music for him was an outlet an escape to let all his feelings and emotions be drowned out by the one thing he loved. An outlet for his mind to relax and find himself once again.
And now she was frowning. His shoulders slumped when he saw her expression. In all honesty he didn't want her feeling so down, even though it was understandable, but even talking about the piano and Jonathon seemed to weaken her.
"Is there anything I can do for you at the moment?" He asked her. If Adam tried to keep guessing what she might want he might hit a sensitive spot, so, he'd just go straight for it.
Passion. She had HAD a passion in baking, but even that was sort of fading now. She had been in the kitchens practically everyday during the first part of the term, but only a handful of times since coming back from the break and about half of those times she had merely stared at her recipe book feeling uninspired to bake. She had managed to do so for the Gryffindor Quidditch team and a small patch she had owled to Jonathan for Valentine's Day slash their one year anniversary, but she wasn't leaving them in the common room like she usually did. "
Yeah...maybe...." she said rather unconvincingly.
Was there anything he could do? Kurumi wished that she knew what to do. Her shoulders lurched forward a bit and her fists tightened. What she was about to say was, once again, not fair to Adam. "What I need right now...I can't have," she whimpered. "
I want to be with my family...but I have to be here...I want Jonathan to hold me...but he was taken out of school by his father...I-I-I don't know what to do anymore...I'm distracted in classes and my work is faltering..." And OWLs were coming up. Merlin, how was she going to pass any of her OWLs like this?
But she was being selfish, thinking about her test scores. There were far more important things...like how was she going to deal with this when...when it finally happened?