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Violet jumped a little bit when Adam suddenly burst out about Christopher. And she actually had leaned back a little bit as he sort of overwhelmed her with a couple of questions about Chris. First she nodded her head and then replied softly,"Yes...I knew him before I had even come to Hogwarts...I met him on the train..." Then she widened her eyes a little bit when he told her he was his best friend and asked,"Really?" She was about to open her mouth and ask him frantically if he had seen Chris, or knew where he was, or why he left, but Adam beat her to it and ended up asking her if she knew where he was. Violet's mood faltered a little bit and then she bit her lower lip shaking her head no when he asked if she had seen him or heard from him.
She then said to him softly,"I was actually going to ask if you knew where he was..." Then there was that terrible awkward silence that Violet strongly disliked whenever something like this happened. And she couldn't help but notice that this wasn't just any ordinary silence...it seemed oddly familiar...the awkward silence she always experienced with Chris. Violet then looked down at the floor unsure of what to do at that moment and she began running her fingers through her hair.
Then he spoke and then Violet really pondered what he had asked her. Why were they so alike in their relationships? To which she answered,"I haven't the slightest idea..." And then he had apparently felt the same exact way she had been feeling. Violet then asked a little bit in awe,"...Really? You felt the same way?" In a way Violet couldn't help but feel relieved hearing him say that. She breathed slowly before she looked in the eyes and said,"...You have no idea how....how..how relieved it makes me feel...to know that someone else knows what it feels like...Because I can't talk to any of my friends about this...because they've never experienced it...or know what it feels like..."
Adam's hopes of meeting his best friend and reuniting with him again, deflated. If Violet had no idea and Selina had no idea, then Chris was nowhere to be found,and a little piece of Adam's heart just broke off. He sighed heavily when Violet shook her head that she had no idea. All he wanted was his awkward best friend, his life was a bit less fun. The two of them go joke about the most serious matter, granted, Adam always teased Chris' love for books,perhaps more than girls. He stared out at the courtyard watching everyone else be happy with their friends, and here he sat, with one friend, but missing one of the greatest guys he's ever met.
Even though he knew the more he tried to want to be back with Kurumi, he only hurt his chances more with being back with her because he insisted on it. "
I think the reason why we wanted to stay in the relationship is because.. we knew if we never got back with each other-not us-I mean our exes, that it would just be... over. And they meant so much to us for it to be simply over,right?" At least that's how he thought of it. For some weird reason he nodded at his own comment- he had never really gotten the chance to ever say that. Its mostly what he always thought about after his devastating break up.
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Our ex was our lifeline." Or for him she was.