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Violet was really debating at this point just simply standing and letting Adam get back to his rounds. She felt really bad for doing this to him and making him see her like this. Violet began noticing that she had at least calmed down a little bit and then she noticed his eyes become very erratic and was suddenly saying no to her. It was then that she found out apparently he told her to ignore what he said about not being sure what to do with crying girls.
Then Adam was saying it was stupid what he had told her and wanted to know what she was really crying about. Then she moved some of her hair behind her ear and thought for a moment trying to word it correctly. But she didn't want to completely just come out with what was really bothering so she tried summing it up into simple terms. She started slowly,"..It's just..." she paused closing her eyes for a moment,"Have you ever really cared about someone...even though you knew they weren't right for you...And the best thing for you is to just not be with that person...But you can't help stop caring and thinking about them all of the time..Like...Do they think about you? Do you cross their minds as much they cross yours?" she bit her bottom lip,"And you know that you shouldn't be thinking such things..Because you think...maybe they are better off without you..messing up their lives..or making it much more difficult for them..." She closed her eyes again leaning her head down. Violet breathed slowly trying to keep herself calm.
Adam had to refrain from breathing in short takes, and had to turn his palms into tight fists that showed the whites of his knuckles. His heart begin to race and his face turned as bright as a tomato. If she could just stop talking about loving someone, he'd go back to normal.
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Yes. I go through that feeling every single day." The thoughts swirling in his head all went straight for the image of Kurumi."
I've always made the person's life difficult." Adam was sort of talking to himself at this point, rather than referring his speech towards violet. Shaking his head vigorously Adam remembered who he was talking to. "
I know this sounds stupid, but no matter how mad you are, or how much you have to want to be with them, the best thing is to let go. Now, I'm not the right person for this example.." As of now he was still clinging onto Kurumi every second even though he wasn't as demanding as last year. "
But trying to be happy for them will make their life easier an maybe yours. Because then, you're not living in a false world in which you think everything is perfectly fine." Only, he himself was still in between reality an his false lie.