Pam ran into the bathroom, tears flowing, note in hand. She ran to the nearest wall, and kicked it. Anger madE her hair red, sadness made her eyes blue. Part of her wanted to scream at the top of her lungs until she had no more voice. But another part of her wanted to hide. Run and hide and to never be found again. She resulted to curling up in a ball on the floor. She wanted to show Jez and Nate that she was strong. That she was able to make it through everything. But with each heart wrenching note from Jared, and each agonizing day waiting, she didn't know how she could hang on.