As Kurumi's arms wrap around her, she already felt a little better. Ness thought Kurumi was sort of right, but she felt embarrassed to cry. She felt like it was stupid crying and she felt that she just needed to get over it. "I just...feel ashamed." The thing she hated the most about everything, was that the last time she had seen her best friend they were in a fight and the fight was all her fault. It was the most stupidest fight ever and if there's one thing Ness wanted, it was to erase the fight somehow.

What Kurumi said was exactly how she felt, but Kurumi was right trying to keep everything shut away didn't help. She felt much worse than she felt last year. Trying to shut it all away seems like a good idea at first until all you wanna do is cry. She thought about Kurumi's last sentence for a while. She understood that, but wouldn't her friend want to her to be happy instead of crying like some baby. "But..but wouldn't she not want me to cry?" She asked watching an ant crawling past on the floor.

She almost forgot Adam was there too seeing as he was pretty quiet. She listened to what his said too, but near the end her eyes started watering again. "I..I do ..deserve it though." She thought she did, it was her fault she wasn't on good terms with her best friend the last time she saw her, and it was her fault she'd never get to apologize again. A small tear slid down her cheek as she listened to the rest of what Adam had to say.

She did what he said, she tried her best to remember the good about her friend, but it never worked. The fight would always come back, which was why she proffered not to think about her friend at all. A few more tears slipped from her eyes. "But..ev..ery..ti..me..I.try..I ju..st..thi..nk...of.. the ba...d." She looked up at Adam for a second then looked back down at the ground. She did love her friend and she never wanted to forget her..but if she could only remember the bad, what was the point.