Okay, what she felt comfortable with...but she didn't really feel comfortable with any of it. She decided to take Adams advice, she just hoped Kurumi wouldn't mind. Maybe she'd just say everything without thinking...but then she was afraid that would turn into tears. So she'd go with Adams first option getting the worst out first. "Okay I'll say the worst first I guess."

She looked at her fingernails not wanting to make eye contact with either of them as she spoke. "So um..last year, before I came her..my ..my best friend she err she di..die..d" she could already feel her eyes watering. She wiped them quick not letting a single tear drop. She would not let herself cry. "And..at..first I thought I'd be strong and not think about it, but now its the only thing on my mind and its just hurting me." She kept her eyes on her fingernails afraid of their reaction.