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Team ronmione · 10-31-2011, 10:08 PM

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Originally Posted by sweetorangepumpkin

Kurumi shook her head slowly. "You might not mean to, Adam, but you are," she said softly, taking another small step backwards. She was suddenly brought back to the day when she had seen him in the Great Hall and had experience about a billion emotions all at once. Some of those had been good, and others had been bad. Right now, she was feeling frustrated and... some other things. However, none of them were really things that were what Adam wanted to hear. "I'm happy now...and...really....all I can see is him. I know I am naive for thinking that now but, he really does complete me...like yin and yang..." At least, that is how Jonathan had described them.

Her heart ached a bit. All this time she had assumed that he had moved on and had stopped clinging to her...but now, in this moment, she realized that it had been all a show. Perhaps something to make himself look stronger and braver than he really was. However, the front that he had put on, even while he was in Mexico, had done just that for her. She realized that she didn't need to cling anymore. Her hands were at her sides now, clinging to the edge of her grey Hogwarts skirt.

Why...was he trying to hold on so much? Did he really still care about her THAT much? Could he not see how much this was hurting her? She was beginning to feel like she didn't deserve to be happy...or, that at least he thought she couldn't be happy without him.

Her eyes widened a bit more. HE had suggested it? That surprised her even more. "Adam...you shouldn't do things because you want to impress me or because you think it would be easier on me," she said shaking her head. "You should do it because you want to..." Perhaps, becoming friends with Jonathan would help him see a few things about himself.

Although they were on opposite sides of the world in their life's at the moment,could she not see all that he saw was her.After all he had done,after all they had been through,could she not see him.Perhaps it was the desperateness in his voice to have her back that was pushing Kurumi further an further away,closer an closer to Jonathan.Should he just give up all together?Act as if he had not stopped caring,stopped fighting for her,would that leave them in a better place for both of them?What else could he say,he had said so much already an she was falling back an he was more pathetic than ever before.He was beginning to wonder if he would earn himself another slap if he went any further with this ordeal he had been going through.

"All I can see is you.If I didn't I would've stopped a long time ago this year.." He knew he was falling deeper into the well,but there wasn't much more.

"I'm not trying to be friends just for you-but for us-maybe that part can heal our friendship slowly..Get back on track to our would be friendship." Though,it's mostly for you. But she didn't need to know that part,because she already saw through that.

10-31-2011, 10:08 PM	#131 (permalink)
Team ronmione Moke Join Date: Jun 2010 Location: Skyloft Posts: 8,451 Hogwarts RPG Name: Maisie Raines Fifth Year x3	Mr. Unicorn: Kim's daughter: Jenn's sister : MILKSHAKES: Lita Daley: The Sun: Its so Fluffy! Quote: Originally Posted by sweetorangepumpkin Kurumi shook her head slowly. "You might not mean to, Adam, but you are," she said softly, taking another small step backwards. She was suddenly brought back to the day when she had seen him in the Great Hall and had experience about a billion emotions all at once. Some of those had been good, and others had been bad. Right now, she was feeling frustrated and... some other things. However, none of them were really things that were what Adam wanted to hear. "I'm happy now...and...really....all I can see is him. I know I am naive for thinking that now but, he really does complete me...like yin and yang..." At least, that is how Jonathan had described them. Her heart ached a bit. All this time she had assumed that he had moved on and had stopped clinging to her...but now, in this moment, she realized that it had been all a show. Perhaps something to make himself look stronger and braver than he really was. However, the front that he had put on, even while he was in Mexico, had done just that for her. She realized that she didn't need to cling anymore. Her hands were at her sides now, clinging to the edge of her grey Hogwarts skirt. Why...was he trying to hold on so much? Did he really still care about her THAT much? Could he not see how much this was hurting her? She was beginning to feel like she didn't deserve to be happy...or, that at least he thought she couldn't be happy without him. Her eyes widened a bit more. HE had suggested it? That surprised her even more. "Adam...you shouldn't do things because you want to impress me or because you think it would be easier on me," she said shaking her head. "You should do it because you want to..." Perhaps, becoming friends with Jonathan would help him see a few things about himself. Although they were on opposite sides of the world in their life's at the moment,could she not see all that he saw was her.After all he had done,after all they had been through,could she not see him.Perhaps it was the desperateness in his voice to have her back that was pushing Kurumi further an further away,closer an closer to Jonathan.Should he just give up all together?Act as if he had not stopped caring,stopped fighting for her,would that leave them in a better place for both of them?What else could he say,he had said so much already an she was falling back an he was more pathetic than ever before.He was beginning to wonder if he would earn himself another slap if he went any further with this ordeal he had been going through. "All I can see is you.If I didn't I would've stopped a long time ago this year.." He knew he was falling deeper into the well,but there wasn't much more. "I'm not trying to be friends just for you-but for us-maybe that part can heal our friendship slowly..Get back on track to our would be friendship." Though,it's mostly for you. But she didn't need to know that part,because she already saw through that. __________________