January 29th, 2076

Remember when I said something could happen that would change everything? Well I guess I wasn't wrong with saying that back last summer since it seems like things with Stella are much more than just mere friendship which honestly wasn't something I was expecting but after the whole hate potion incident, it became perfectly clear that what we had wasn't meant to be just friends. The only thing now is that I think this is either going to be a repeat of what had happened with TJ last term which I'm not talking about anymore because it doesn't exactly get much easier anytime, well how would you feel to learn you were dating someone who just happened to be going out with someone else while they were supposed to be with you? Or somehow I'm going to hurt her which I really don't want to do cause I like her way too much, however I'm not going to go as far to say that it's love because it's way too soon for that. Maybe ask me again in close to a year from now.. and my thoughts probably will have changed.

Matt