December 1st, 2075

I knew it was a bad idea to take the Hate Potion but I wanted to help Stella out and originally I just thought that it was all well and good to help out a friend with homework but now that I look back and remember exactly what I had said to her, I can't help but think that was all unnecessary. I mean, I made her cry for merlin's sake! Making someone cry is not something I'm used to and I never want to have it happen again since it just made me feel way too bad. Potion or not, I ended up saying things that were all lies.. more like something that Raven would say to someone. Did I screw up my chances at something than just friendship with her? More than likely, I have to just sit here and collect my thoughts before I find her so I can apologize. The next question here is if she's going to actually accept my apology since I was a total fool.

Matt