-Flashback-

5.5 years ago.

The wind blew with great strength, as if the wished to guide us to are paradise. As I looked up I could see that this wind was filling the mast with what it needed to go. I didn't know much about boats back then. But I knew that I didn't care it was just made me happy I was with him. The man I knew I loved and to this day I secretly admit I do.

We had sailed upon the ship for what felt like a month but in fact was truthfully was only three days. I guess that what young love is it makes your mind over reacted to the simplest things. One thing I don't mind.

A month later.

It was morning it was a day in which we need to practice at the concert hall for a upcoming event. This day hadn't been a whole important day to me it felt just like any other day in passage days in life that just seemed to blend into one another. But something changed as I was practicing I kept wanting a break to come sooner and sooner so that I could go to the bathroom.

I felt something deep down in my throat but wasn't sure what it was. Until break came I jumped up from my seat letting my cello drop to the ground with my hand covering my mouth I ran to the bathroom and ended up still my head in a toilet and vomited and kept vomiting for the whole time during the break.