Caroline paced up and the corridor to the courtyard serveral times already. A billion thinngs were running through her mind. It had nearly been a month since she had talked to him face to face and by that she meant this time she was herself and not polyjuiced as her best friend. Which was something else that she should probably explain to him.

She had ran to Owlery to send Carter an owl. After talking to Jai, and telling him about what was going on. and what she should do. Of course telling him was the right thing to do, maybe not the easiest thing but the right thing. After all She had been 'arranging' what she needed to tell him a few weeks before the break up. And now she had to explain to him that her best friend didn't kiss him it was her as Kita that kissed him. How confusing is that? If it hadn't been a final for potions she would've even bother with it. It had just made a bigger mess of things.

She still wasn't ready to see or talk to him yet. But she put those feelings aside for him. She wasn't ready for the feelings that she still had for bubble up more while he was near her. Because she knew they would. So she was going to make it short and sweet, tell him what he needed to know and go.

As much as she wanted him back she didn't know if she'd have the guts to tell him that now or ever. But if that topic did come then she would just deal with it as it went. She seriously doubted that anything would make up for hurting like she did. Still pacing the corridor, she looked down to see if she had wore a place out in the floor. She then turned her eyes up the corridor he should be coming from that direction.Taking a deep breath. just keep calm and everything will be fine.