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Old 07-16-2011, 10:01 PM   #81 (permalink)
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Marilyn bit her bottom lip, a habit she was quickly picking up again. "It's something I've been thinking about...To be honest, I was upset that that you didn't help me...but if I dig a little deeper, I know it's more than that..." The blonde refused to look at him as she said the next..."What I went through changed me in a way that I was not fully prepared for. I wanted so badly for someone to stop what was happening, anyone...so I didn't have to face how...things would be when and if I got out." She sighed, probably not making much sense. "Everything that happens...I guess happens for a reason. I'm humbled and modest now, where I use to be stuck up...and incredibly unpleasant."

She'd had a point...Um...

"That's what happened, I changed...I don't know who I am anymore, Rafe. I'm sorry."
Rafe felt an overwhelming jolt of guilt. If only he'd been able to find her sooner. If only he could've prevented this from happening in the first place. He would never forgive himself for not getting to her soon. He felt cold and his face went pale. Rafe certainly understood what it meant to go through changes. After he met his father, he very much matured and wasn't as mischievious as he once was. His stomach was in knots, he felt like he was going to be sick...they'd hurt her...they'd taken her away from him... he couldn't take the thought of it anymore...

He reached over and grabbed the picnic basket, turned his back to Marilyn and hurled. Rafe couldn't look at her. He felt like the guilt would take over him again. He could feel the temperature rising in his cheeks as he felt incredibly embarrassed. "I-I-I'm sorry." If she only knew what he was feeling.

"I've been thinking, maybe I can help you with those memories." Rafe knew that the only way he could ever have a relationship with Marilyn again would be if he could be honest with her and tell her everything that he'd done and what he was planning to do. But, he wanted to know more about what had happened to her. She was holding deep within her mind of hers information that could lead Rafe to her father. That key information could help ensure that she would never have to live in fear again. "Perhaps we could try Occlumency to help you better understand what you went through?"
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