 Fortress of Brilliance ღ Mommy Quad
"It's Orlando." Katie answered simply, when Legend tried to make it seem like no big deal. Sure, it was just a punch. Sure, that did seem still fairly petty and stupid. But it was the reason and the meaning behind it, that wasn't okay. It was how Orlando felt, to cause him to punch Legend. Little Lando, who would never hurt a fly. "He won't even talk to me right now. I think he's scared I'm upset with him." Which she wasn't, not really. She was upset with herself. It was her fault, and she hadn't known it was bothering Lando anymore. "He shouldn't have done it. He knows that we're not together, and you're free to do.. whatever you want. He knows. But his initial reaction was to try to.. defend me, I guess." It was odd. Never, ever in a millon years would Katie have thought he would do that to Legend because of her. Never had she wanted that to happen. Orlando, unintentionally in his impulsive moment, had taken her side.
That proved to her things weren't okay like they had tried to pretend and make so after breaking up. They weren't mending anything. Nothing was fixed. The group, their friendships, were still suffering. Nothing was okay. That was why she had asked Legend to meet her. She needed to be honest.. and she needed to try doing whatever was best at this point. No matter what the end result was or how much it hurt. Katie couldn't pretend anymore, couldn't put on an act and pretend to be okay when she wasn't.
"I mean.." Katie stared ahead of them, this time not wanting to see the look on his face or in his eyes, already knowing it would be hard enough to hear him react. Knowing it would be hard enough to get through this, and continue on to her main point. To suppress memories, and emotions, and the tears that wanted to swell in her eyes as she thought about why she had to tell him. "He asked me if I still love you, and I told him I never stopped." And then, he blurted out something unexpected. Something that Katie wasn't even sure she could make sense of, as it was such a vague question. Taking a deep breath, Katie kept her gaze straight ahead. "I don't know what you're talking about, but probably not." She nearly whispered, "I haven't been happy for a while now."
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Class dismissed.
Last edited by D.A Forever; 07-12-2011 at 04:45 PM.
Reason: It was 12:42AM. I spelt something wrong. xD
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