September 5th, 2074

So I managed to not only get lost among a group of firsties while getting off the train, I also startled my girlfriend when I joined the rest of my housemates at the Slytherin table; now that was rather funny although I'm kinda confused as to why I had to bring up the whole idea of a first date with TJ, it's not that I don't want to take her out but all thoughts from last term seem to be coming back and I'm not entirely sure that I can trust her not to revert to just playing around with me like I'm some kind of a muggle toy soldier that can be easily broken.

I just don't know what to do anymore...

Matt