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sweetpinkpixie
Kurumi stared at Adam for a few moments. Was he implying that she didn't want to mend their friendship? Isn't that what she had been struggling to do for the entire two years she had known him? She was tired of giving him reasons, being pushed to the side, then her going to apologize and being pushed to the side again.
Last night...he had said it was pointless to even try...
Well, Adam had one thing right. He WAS a fool.
"I'm listening," she said calmly not daring to move towards him.
Adam nodded. At least he had her attention.
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I was a jerk...I can't put it more simply than that. When I ended up liking Fee and Ever-Lily I was looking for something else...But in the end, they never possesed what you had. True friendship...I mean, you told me everything about you...And I shoved you...Well I was scared to be honest- I don't like showing weakness..."He swallowed as he thought out his next words.
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This year, you gave and gave when I was in such deep trouble- but I never said thanks..Not truthfully though..I never gave you anything back- never really listened to you truly..I mean...You helped me so much, even when I was being a jerk- you never did anything to me, and here I sit, saying I never helped you back...In fact I made things worse..."He said looking directly at her.
Adam stopped to see if Kurumi would say or motion anything.