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aussiegirl There was just nothing she could say to that. She couldn't tell him that he had to stop because Mia knew that you just can't shut off your feelings like that. Okay she would have rather he talked to her instead of kissing her. Even though she hadn't asked for it, she hadn't even expected Ivan to kiss her, she felt like she had betrayed Nik somehow and she felt quite sick about it.
Rubbing her hands over her face, Mia heaved a deep sigh. "You're still my friend Ivan. But I think we need to give each other a little space right now." She wished it didn't have to be like that but there was no way that things weren't going to be awkward between them now.
Ivan kept his eyes glued to the floor not even wanting to see the expression Mia had on her face because everything in him told him he wouldn't like it. And then the words he hadn't wanted to hear but knew were coming left her lips and he stood up. He didn't know why he was angry, he had expected it after all, but he was and he clenched his jaw. Was he angry at himself? At her? He couldn't answer that either. "Right."
What else could he say to that? He had stepped over the line and now he had to deal with it. MI don't regret it. Just so you know. I only regret your reaction." Which by her expression looked like she wanted to be sick, "and the fact I didn't get sent here last year." Grabbing the handle of the door he threw it open and slammed it closed behind him. He was an idiot just like everyone called him. Leaning against the door for a moment he sighed. This was his fault. He made the bed so he better lie in it just like his mum always told him. He pushed off the door and walked swiftly down the hall to his common room. Back to his old routine it seemed. No way did he want to see anyone even TJ right now.