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Cinn-O-Bun 
He rubbed the back of his neck feeling tense and irritated at himself and when she told him to stop apologizing he sighed, "I'm....right." No more sorry. He wished he didn't have to apologize but as it stood he didn't have a right to kiss her.
Looking up at her he frowned not because of what she asked actually but because other guys telling her the same thing. He wasn't even original. Faaaaantastic. He dropped his head into his hands and rubbed the back of his neck, "No. You get me. I'm happy when I'm with you. You call me on my stuff. I'm just.... I'm not sure. Everything I should feel for someone else," like TJ. Ugh. "I have come to feel for you." And he really didn't know when that had changed. And he reaaaaaally didn't want to be doing this third degree right now. He felt like going to hide in his dorm and come out like...never. Staring at the floor at his feet he sighed. He had come here to make her happy and he had succeeded until he ruined it that was. Maybe his uncle was right and he was just a failure.
There was just nothing she could say to that. She couldn't tell him that he had to stop because Mia knew that you just can't shut off your feelings like that. Okay she would have rather he talked to her instead of kissing her. Even though she hadn't asked for it, she hadn't even expected Ivan to kiss her, she felt like she had betrayed Nik somehow and she felt quite sick about it.
Rubbing her hands over her face, Mia heaved a deep sigh.
"You're still my friend Ivan. But I think we need to give each other a little space right now." She wished it didn't have to be like that but there was no way that things weren't going to be awkward between them now.