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Roselyn · 02-13-2011, 08:27 AM

SPOILER!!: Josh

Quote:

Originally Posted by Lara_the_Firelady

Why?

Well...that was a good question. And the effect it caused in the boy's mind by messing with the made up reasons he had prepared himself to voice as the answer to that question totally ruined his plans. Eh. That was not good at all. He was already having pretty much difficulty with trying to say such things while looking at her face and feeling her elegant body in his arms and now what he was planning to say was all...gone.

To be frank he was half expecting her to accept it without any attemp of inquiry or else the first time he told it. But of course it was so stupid to hope that it would happen. If she evet happened give up on him that easily, than it'd mean that she had not really loved him at all. Perhaps everything would be way better and safer for her if it was that way but what had happened had happened. There was no way to go back to the past and change it. So, though he had forgotten what he was going to say, he decided to go with the plan. It was the only way to make up for that mistake.

As the Gryffindor tried to remember what he was supposed to say, he carefully observed the lovely Slytherin's reaction to his words. And...he could see no sign to show that she was upset nor any watery eyes. She just looked...very serious and kind of...determined...maybe. Whatever it was called, it was good after all since she was not crying or suffering an emotional crisis. Good thing. Otherwise the lion boy would utterly hate himself for making her feel like that.

''Because...'' he began again not to keep her staring at his unnatural silence but...what to sat now? Maybe he should tell the truth and explain her why he wanted her to be away from her. For her sake, for her safety, for her hapiness and for everything else which were good for her. However if he did it that way there was a possiblity that she'd not accept it believing that it was not true. Or she might say that she would not mind a bit of a danger while she could be with him. Yet, stop there Josh! No one loves you that much. Anyhow, in any way he could not give her even the thought of denying what he said otherwise it was not going to work...

Sooo Josh, now rather slowly playing with her pretty hair, decided to lie instead. And he had to play his part well so he could avoid the possiblity of her not believing him. Therefore smiling again, wider this time, he went on with a conversational tone ''Because...i lied to you. It has been all a game from the very beginning. I, unfortunately dear, do not love you. Okay?'' he took another deep breath and took a step away from her ''Is this enough for you or should i tell you more, hmmm?''

However much patience she could muster was disappearing by the second at the moment as if a pile of shiny items was suddenly was spotted by a group of nifflers. This was a very serious matter, she wanted answers, and yet...he was silent. Yet, his silence neither helped nor hurt her. It was just making her impatient. But, he did speak. A word. Because...what?

WHAT could possibly have happened that made him say all of this? Did she do something that upset him? Was there a rumor going around that she didn't know about? 'Because' couldn't possibly be the explanation. Just 'because', was not a good reason to break up with someone. Perhaps he was tired of her. Yet, that kiss would have definitely given an argument on that one if it could.

When he started to play with her hair, she relaxed only the slightest, her impatience lessening only by a mere amount, but she still wanted answers. And...he finally...

Feeling as if all the breath had left her, Evelyn stared up at him, mouth hanging open slightly, hazel eyes shining with both shock and sadness, and color...she was becoming a tad pale. A game? He thought this was a game? Okay? How...how could this be okay? Feeling herself nod her head as if controlled by another, the girl finally blinked and looked elsewhere. "That's enough..." she heard someone say rather quietly, whether it was her or not she didn't know. She just...she didn't even know if she could breathe properly, let alone comprehend what she was saying or doing.

Taking a shaky breath, she too took a step away from him, and then another, and another, one becoming more hesitant after the other. Staring at the floor, Evelyn could only feel humiliated and heartbroken, as if those were the only emotions left in the world. Licking her suddenly dry lips, the Slytherin girl looked up to Josh first before the wall behind him. She couldn't even turn around without Josh seeing her every move, breath, blink, or...anything! These dang mirrors were in the room. She didn't...she didn't want him to see...

Folding her arms across her middle, she attempted a smile, but that made everything worse. "Well then, I..." I what? She didn't know. Not until the 'Get out now' mode kicked in. "I wish you would've told me that sooner." Like, before she told him she loved him would've been nice. THAT wasn't a game to her. "But, it's...I..." Can't speak properly. "I have studying to do. Important studying." Right, studying was important. Right? "So...I'll see you in class." Maybe. If he ever showed up. His tendency of not being present was quite known.

With a final glance to him, the broken girl turned and made her way back through the door, head held high, nose and cheeks turning a pale red, and the beginning of tears forming in her bright hazel eyes, not yet spilling over. Just...had to get out.

02-13-2011, 08:27 AM	#168 (permalink)
Roselyn DMAC & DoM Kappa Join Date: May 2009 Location: Western US Posts: 14,683 x9 x8	Super Slytherin Buddy \| \| ⅓ She-Snake Trio \| \| a normal girl with normal knees SPOILER!!: Josh Quote: Originally Posted by Lara_the_Firelady Why? Well...that was a good question. And the effect it caused in the boy's mind by messing with the made up reasons he had prepared himself to voice as the answer to that question totally ruined his plans. Eh. That was not good at all. He was already having pretty much difficulty with trying to say such things while looking at her face and feeling her elegant body in his arms and now what he was planning to say was all...gone. To be frank he was half expecting her to accept it without any attemp of inquiry or else the first time he told it. But of course it was so stupid to hope that it would happen. If she evet happened give up on him that easily, than it'd mean that she had not really loved him at all. Perhaps everything would be way better and safer for her if it was that way but what had happened had happened. There was no way to go back to the past and change it. So, though he had forgotten what he was going to say, he decided to go with the plan. It was the only way to make up for that mistake. As the Gryffindor tried to remember what he was supposed to say, he carefully observed the lovely Slytherin's reaction to his words. And...he could see no sign to show that she was upset nor any watery eyes. She just looked...very serious and kind of...determined...maybe. Whatever it was called, it was good after all since she was not crying or suffering an emotional crisis. Good thing. Otherwise the lion boy would utterly hate himself for making her feel like that. ''Because...'' he began again not to keep her staring at his unnatural silence but...what to sat now? Maybe he should tell the truth and explain her why he wanted her to be away from her. For her sake, for her safety, for her hapiness and for everything else which were good for her. However if he did it that way there was a possiblity that she'd not accept it believing that it was not true. Or she might say that she would not mind a bit of a danger while she could be with him. Yet, stop there Josh! No one loves you that much. Anyhow, in any way he could not give her even the thought of denying what he said otherwise it was not going to work... Sooo Josh, now rather slowly playing with her pretty hair, decided to lie instead. And he had to play his part well so he could avoid the possiblity of her not believing him. Therefore smiling again, wider this time, he went on with a conversational tone ''Because...i lied to you. It has been all a game from the very beginning. I, unfortunately dear, do not love you. Okay?'' he took another deep breath and took a step away from her ''Is this enough for you or should i tell you more, hmmm?'' However much patience she could muster was disappearing by the second at the moment as if a pile of shiny items was suddenly was spotted by a group of nifflers. This was a very serious matter, she wanted answers, and yet...he was silent. Yet, his silence neither helped nor hurt her. It was just making her impatient. But, he did speak. A word. Because...what? WHAT could possibly have happened that made him say all of this? Did she do something that upset him? Was there a rumor going around that she didn't know about? 'Because' couldn't possibly be the explanation. Just 'because', was not a good reason to break up with someone. Perhaps he was tired of her. Yet, that kiss would have definitely given an argument on that one if it could. When he started to play with her hair, she relaxed only the slightest, her impatience lessening only by a mere amount, but she still wanted answers. And...he finally... Feeling as if all the breath had left her, Evelyn stared up at him, mouth hanging open slightly, hazel eyes shining with both shock and sadness, and color...she was becoming a tad pale. A game? He thought this was a game? Okay? How...how could this be okay? Feeling herself nod her head as if controlled by another, the girl finally blinked and looked elsewhere. "That's enough..." she heard someone say rather quietly, whether it was her or not she didn't know. She just...she didn't even know if she could breathe properly, let alone comprehend what she was saying or doing. Taking a shaky breath, she too took a step away from him, and then another, and another, one becoming more hesitant after the other. Staring at the floor, Evelyn could only feel humiliated and heartbroken, as if those were the only emotions left in the world. Licking her suddenly dry lips, the Slytherin girl looked up to Josh first before the wall behind him. She couldn't even turn around without Josh seeing her every move, breath, blink, or...anything! These dang mirrors were in the room. She didn't...she didn't want him to see... Folding her arms across her middle, she attempted a smile, but that made everything worse. "Well then, I..." I what? She didn't know. Not until the 'Get out now' mode kicked in. "I wish you would've told me that sooner." Like, before she told him she loved him would've been nice. THAT wasn't a game to her. "But, it's...I..." Can't speak properly. "I have studying to do. Important studying." Right, studying was important. Right? "So...I'll see you in class." Maybe. If he ever showed up. His tendency of not being present was quite known. With a final glance to him, the broken girl turned and made her way back through the door, head held high, nose and cheeks turning a pale red, and the beginning of tears forming in her bright hazel eyes, not yet spilling over. Just...had to get out.