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Mad Eye Touz · 01-19-2011, 11:36 AM

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Originally Posted by Cinn-O-Bun

Picking up another roll he took a bite of it and sat thoughtfully. Hmm. That sounded very familiar to him. Looking around again to make sure Lexi was no where near them he dropped his voice to a whisper. "I'm going to tell you something that you can't repeat to Lexi okay?"

How to phrase this.... "When I met Lexi I wanted nothing to do with her yet she kept following me around and making fun of me. I fought so hard against any feelings yet we still snogged a bit because I won't lie I'm not exactly the relationship kind of guy, or I wasn't. Everything I feel for Lexi is at odds with how I've always been and I'm constantly fighting myself even now but...I don't regret it. When I caught her kissing another guy I felt like I just ate my heart but I still took her back and I don't regret that either. What I'm saying is just because he's saying one thing or acting one way doesn't mean that's how he's feeling." He tore at his roll and looked at her thoughtfully, "There are days when I think Lexi feels that way. That I would be better off without her, though not for the same reasons I'm sure, but what she doesn't get is I won't be. Granted it's not the same thing but...the general meaning is."

He smiled and gave a shrug, "Look you can listen or not I don't particularly care and no one else ever seems to listen to me anyway. I'm just saying don't think things are so cut and dry."

Neptune hung her head, defeated and just.... tired. Tired of the whole thing. Since Runes, she'd had no rest from herself or others about.... stuff.

"It's not so simple," she whispered, but did reach out to pat his knee kindly. Ivan was being kind and offering help - in a helpless situation. "And I won't say a word to Lexi, I promise."

She pulled her hands back into her lap, and kept her eyes downcast to them. "You do care, and I do appreciate it, for both our sakes. But he has a very pretty girlfriend that he told me himself he was happy with. I know the role I play for him, and ..."

Meh.

"Can't we please talk of something else?" Anything else? Paint drying or grass growing?

01-19-2011, 11:36 AM	#74 (permalink)
Mad Eye Touz Diricawl Join Date: Oct 2003 Location: Throne. Posts: 26,786 Hogwarts RPG Name: Zahra Kettleburn Seventh Year	Inside Kitty \| HIT ENTER \| UNO Queen Quote: Originally Posted by Cinn-O-Bun Picking up another roll he took a bite of it and sat thoughtfully. Hmm. That sounded very familiar to him. Looking around again to make sure Lexi was no where near them he dropped his voice to a whisper. "I'm going to tell you something that you can't repeat to Lexi okay?" How to phrase this.... "When I met Lexi I wanted nothing to do with her yet she kept following me around and making fun of me. I fought so hard against any feelings yet we still snogged a bit because I won't lie I'm not exactly the relationship kind of guy, or I wasn't. Everything I feel for Lexi is at odds with how I've always been and I'm constantly fighting myself even now but...I don't regret it. When I caught her kissing another guy I felt like I just ate my heart but I still took her back and I don't regret that either. What I'm saying is just because he's saying one thing or acting one way doesn't mean that's how he's feeling." He tore at his roll and looked at her thoughtfully, "There are days when I think Lexi feels that way. That I would be better off without her, though not for the same reasons I'm sure, but what she doesn't get is I won't be. Granted it's not the same thing but...the general meaning is." He smiled and gave a shrug, "Look you can listen or not I don't particularly care and no one else ever seems to listen to me anyway. I'm just saying don't think things are so cut and dry." Neptune hung her head, defeated and just.... tired. Tired of the whole thing. Since Runes, she'd had no rest from herself or others about.... stuff. "It's not so simple," she whispered, but did reach out to pat his knee kindly. Ivan was being kind and offering help - in a helpless situation. "And I won't say a word to Lexi, I promise." She pulled her hands back into her lap, and kept her eyes downcast to them. "You do care, and I do appreciate it, for both our sakes. But he has a very pretty girlfriend that he told me himself he was happy with. I know the role I play for him, and ..." Meh. "Can't we please talk of something else?" Anything else? Paint drying or grass growing? __________________