The Ball. Where do I start really? How about we start where it did start. Wow that sounded really ...weird. Anyways the start of the ball was really boring. I was sitting for almost half of the ball by myself waiting for Patrick. I didn't even find him until almost the end!...But we'll get to that later. Back to what I was saying before, I was sitting alone until my sister, Bonnie came up. We talked a little and then she went off talking to some boy. Now that I think about it, I feel as if I should've talked to him.....hmmm.....Behind me I heard two people arguing. It was Milo and Trixie. I only heard a few parts of the story and apparently they had broken up. Ouch.

Then Autumn came up to me! Yes Autumn! I had missed her for like ever and she finally came back! Apparently she's still with Jake and she's getting married! Lucky...but I'll be able to be her maid of honor! Yay! After talking to Autumn I went off to talk to Milo about what happened, we danced for a little bit and at the end I kissed him on the cheek. Yeah I know big deal, huh? No, but anyways I saw Patrick walking out of the castle and I ran after him. I ended up running into Savannah. Great. Just to sum things up, she smacked me on the cheek leaving this handprint because I told her that she was so into herself and that was probably why Aiden didn't like her. It was the truth, oh well.

I ended up finding Patrick down at the lake and he was all mad that I kissed Milo. I told Patrick that I didn't like Milo and we ended up making up. There was also probably something else as well, but it was quite sometime ago. Sorry again that I wrote this so late, I've been busy. After talking to Patrick I bumped into Aiden, and we talked too.....ughh I'm forgetting everything! Just....never mind, I'll write another entry later today about what has recently been going on.

Today will be my last entry seeming as I haven't updated since last month...where I was still in Hogwarts and I just don't have time to keep up with my writing skills anymore. I have many things to tell you, LilaDelilah. I had met with Savannah at the Whomping Willow two weeks before we graduated. While we were talking I had felt a piece of paper in my diary and it had said that Patrick didn't want to be with me anymore and that we weren't meant to be together...some sort of that. I can't really remember all of it however I had gotten the point. Unfortunately I didn't expect Savannah being behind it...little did I know she was behind it. Grr....I really hate that girl.

The next day I was at the GIANT treehouse, swinging on my favorite swing while Patrick had come over. GREATT. Well I started snappish...stupid thing to do you know? Well I asked him if he was here to apologize to my face and then he didn't know what I was talking about..yadda, yadda, yadda. So I pulled out the note and he read it...well actually glimpsed at it and noticed it wasn't his because he wrote in different ink and I hadn't thought about that before! I still feel so stupid 'till this day because of it. He had gotten slightly angry with me but then...he told me those words...yup....he said he loved me! I know right? It was so exciting, however it wasn't how I really planned it but that's okay.

Bad things came after those special words though. Patrick told me that he was going to intern for a job at Durmstrang for the rest of the school year and so he wouldn't be able to graduate. And the thoughts that ran through my mind were horrible. Would he break up with me? I never met his parents so would that mean he would marry that girl that his parents had arranged for him? He said he didn't know and that he wouldn't want to think about it all. I finally told him that I would be having my mother's funeral in the summer and he said he would at least stay the entire summer with me, which I was pretty excited about. Although that was the last time I would see him until the summer.

So now here we are, at my house in Honolulu, Hawaii. I'm sitting in my bedroom, listening to the waves outside of the house crashing against the shore. Everyone I'm assuming is still asleep as the sun rises up into the sky. Patrick is supposed to come back sometime this week from sorting out things with his family and Hayley and Sadie came back last night from staying at Sadie's house. Thalia and Jason are staying here...and it seems like they can't get enough of each other. Hehe. And Bonnie is the bedroom across from mine, she's probably sleeping in until noon like usual. It's my birthday and hopefully it will be eventful. Did I ever mention that Aiden and Patrick got revenge on Savannah by shaving her cat? Gah, I wish I was there to help.