hey guys, thanks so so so much! guess what - i have pink eye. and its GROSS! be thankful if you never ever get it, and that a computer is the only thing stopping you from catching it from me so im sitting here, bored, when i could be at school with all my girls, having a good time - yes, having a good time at school. we could have a good time anywhere! - it is so depressing.

anyway, i wanted to know, does anyone know how long this lasts!? pink eye, that is. because i have a good weekend ahead of me, and i will be SO upset if i still have this stupid illness during that time. i'm getting medicine today, sooo..does anyone know? please tell me. thanks.

on a happier note, since i have all this free time on my hands, here's a new post:

Chapter 20: Deja Vu - Beyonce f. Jay - Z*

I enjoy messing with her mind. With anyone's mind actually. But Hermione's is exceptionally fun. She thinks she's smarter then you, and if you tease her once, she'll totally doubt her knowledge. But it's crazy because all I care about is to keep her into me, to keep her coming to me, to have her keep adoring me. I mean I've kept girls interested in me all my life, I'm Draco. Why wouldn't they be? But never the same girl for more then a period of time. Now if you're talking about Pansy, that's a whole different story. I've never done this with a girl and I feel so far-fetched. Too unreal.

As I 'round the corner, I got socked in the stomach. I let out a loud gasp for air. "Draco Malfoy, I demand to know WHY you've been kissing that wench all around school!" I was clutching my stomach when I looked up to see Serena.

"Maybe.....because.....she's.....my girlfriend?" Jesus, why is everyone punching me lately?

"What are you talking about? You and I are dating!!" My God, has this girl met Pansy?

"Serena, that was once. Five months ago," I say, slowly trying to remain a standing up position.

"Well we had something!!" Serena stomped her foot.

"Oh, cry me a river, won't you? It was one date, yet one too many. I haven't talked to you since then, and now you're acting as if I totally cheated on you? Get real Serena," I was starting to lose my cool.

"Well - well - well, we were done anyways!! Goodbye, Draco!" She turned on her heel and stomped away. If it's anything I hate, which is many things, it's people like that. People who can't bear to be rejected.

By eight o' clock I had everything ready. I don't know why I'm doing this; I asked myself that many times throughout the day. Was it just so I could get into her pants? Maybe...no, the old me would do that. Actually, I'd still do that. But with Hermione, I'm completley different.

The only light in the room was the candles on the table. I was in the far corner of the room where the darkness was dense. As soon as I was in my place, there was a knock on the door. She stepped in. I could've sworn the light on the candles glowed more brightly as they did. I breathed in her beauty; I couldn't handle it one bit.

"Hellooo? Draco?" she called for me as she sat down. That was my cue. I slowly walked out of the darkness.

"You know, elbows on the table is very impolite," I spoke, disturbing the silence. She jumped a bit, and her arms snapped back to her side. I walked closer to her and she smiled.

"You scared me," she whispered. I sat down across from her. "You've really outdone yourself, Draco." Hermione raised her glass to mine.

We clinked glasses. "It was really my pleasure."

"All of this is too beautiful," she breathed, looking around the table.

"I really can't agree. So far the only beautiful thing I see is sitting across from me." With that said, she leaned across the table and kissed me.

I can't be. No, definitley no. I do not feel those emotions. But what if I do? I mean, it's not like I've ever felt like that. But what would you call my feelings for her now? Crazy? No that wouldn't even start to describe anything..So maybe I am. What!? I don't even know myself anymore...

The next day, I could've sworn I saw a million Hermiones throughout the castle. In my pumplin juice, whenever I close my eyes, on my roll of parchment, whenever I talk to someone...That's mad. I'm turning absolutley mad.

Someone shoved into me. "Hey!" I turned around and I could've sworn it was Hermione. But I blinked a few times and it was some second year. Damn...

Baby I can't go anywhere, without thinkin that you're there. Seems like you're everywhere it's true. Gotta be havin de ja vu. Cause in my mind I want you here. Get on the next plane I don't care. Is it because I'm missin you? That I'm havin deja vu...


*Dang, I love this song. I don't care what anybody says I love the new Beyonce..