Okay, so here's the deal. I have a tad bit to post, and I wasn't sure about posting it now but I decided that I will. It's a new chapter [the last one
] and I might be able to add on some more tommorow. No promises though. Chapter Seventeen - The End of the Shadows. “Remus,” he said holding back the tears. “I’ve found Harry, but he’s…he’s de…” His voice cut off, he couldn’t say the words.
Lupins eyes widened, he didn’t need Sirius to finish the sentence. He understood what he meant but couldn’t believe it. “No,” he mumbled. “He can’t be.”
Sirius shook his head, keeping his eyes closed. He could feel the tears building up behind his eye lids, but didn’t want to release them. He hadn’t even checked for a pulse, for all he knew Harry could be just knocked out. That was the first thing he did as he opened his eyes. He felt his face moisten as the tears spread around his skin.
He placed his two fingers on Harry’s neck and tried getting a pulse. Nothing.
He moved his fingers around the neck, trying to find a better place. He could feel something, but wasn’t sure if it was from his own finger. It was a slow beat, slow but steady. A smile broke out on Sirius’ face as he had found a pulse.
“He’s not… He’s, alive!” He shouted with joy. He tried to pick Harry up in his arms. He pushed a few bricks out of the way and picked Harry up fully. This was quite hard for him as Harry had become a grown man. Lifted in the air, Harry was carried onto the side. He was out cold, but alive.
I was this close to leaving Harry dead, but good always defeats bad.