Beatrice Castell was not only the queen of mood swings and bossiness, she was also talented when it came to hiding her feelings. But this night in particular, as she gently strummed the strings of her guitar, Mavis, she didn’t let herself act like she was okay. She was not. She was still heartbroken. And broken hearts hurt more than bone fractures or open wounds. It’s been years since she’s allowed herself to cry for him - for the could have beens. But tonight, she cried and sung that one song which made her remember both the good and bad.